was looking for purpose and sometimes I was lost. I couldn’t be found. I didn’t even see me around. I looked for a reason for being. I looked for a meaning. I know that I didn’t put myself here because I gave up a long time ago. I wonder how I made it and then I know. God gave me a reason. God gave me time because I spent hours wondering why. He gave me the hardest journey I could imagine. It lasted longer than I could fathom Or anyone else for that matter And my heart fills with laughter.